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PACHHI YONI ME PACHHI YONI ME MUJHE APNE DO JANM DIKHE. EK CHIDIYA AUR DOOSRE TOTE KA.  

















JAANVAR YONI ME EK DOG KE ROOP ME JISE BADA HOTE HUA BHI DEKHA. EK REECHH KE ROOP ME PAYA, JISKI MRITYU JANGAL ME KHAYII ME GIRNE SE HUAE. BAIL KE ROOP ME BHI MAINE APNA EK JANM DEKHA, JISME MERI MRITYU VRADDHAVASTHA ME HUYE.  







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anya graho'n par porva janmo'n ki yatra ke daoraan maine swyam ko dosre graho'n par bhi paya. ek baar to garun ki tarah mere pankh the aur shkla manushya ki, aur ek janm me machhli ki tarah pair aur dhad manushya ka, mai pani me hi rahta tha.  




spirit world ki sair spirit guide ki kripa se ek adbhut drshya dikha. charo taraf barf jaise ekdam white colour ki spirit ban rahi thi, jinke upar ek bahut badi white spirit ghoom rahi thi. jiska kendra light blue tha. vah vaha'n ki adhisthata thi aur uske upar bahut unche sthan par ek aur spirit thi. mere guide ne kaha yaha'n se tumhari shuruvat hai.maine apni spirit ko bante hue dekha aur sanket mila ki un sab me mai ek bulbule ke roop me kaha'n hoo'n. yah dayi'n taraf ka drshya tha aur bai'n taraf ek sunsaan tha tha, jaha'n ke bare me itna hi kah sakta hoo'n ki vaha'n ek poorna thahrav tha,beyond of time. mere guide ne bataya ki shoonya se sab aata hai aur shoonya me sab chala jata hai. vaha'n spirit dissolve ho chuki thi. us taraf mujhe saaf-saaf mahsoos hua ki time jhoont hai, vah hota hi nahi'n. vaha'n bhagwan buddha ke aagyaa chakra se safed roshni phoot rahi thi aur unhone mujhe wheel of life dikhaya aur samjhaya bhi.maine use pahle kabhi nahi'n dekha tha. unhone kaha shuddh gyaan yahi hai ki shristi to anant hai, par kendra to tum hi ho. aur sabka satya yahi hai. hum sabhi urja ka kuchh ansh lekar hi aate hai. baaki mothercraft ke roop me surakshit rahta hai. yah prashna kiya to pata laga ki is samay mere paas 40% urja hai. jise baad me ghataya ya badhaya bhi ja sakta hai. aur meri spirit ne parallel kahi'n aur janma nahi'n liya hai. mrityou ke baad jab upar ja raha tha to meri speed bahut tej thi. sadguru pyari maa osho priya ji ko ek devi ke roop me paya. sapt-rishiyo'n ke darshan kiye. par pyare sadguru osho shailendra ji ne mujhe amrut bodh karaya. anek santo'n ke darshan kiye.
par mujhe pyare bade sadguru shri osho siddhartha ji se milna tha. vaha'n ek mandir dikha. us omkar roopi mandir me gurudev hi mandir the, vahi pujari, vahi bhagwan. yaha'n aakar spast dikha ki omkar hi sadguru hai, sadguru hi omkar. maine kisi aur ko vaha'n nahi dekha. maine swayam ki spirit ko baar-baar dekha ki vah white colour ki light nelima liye hai. aur ek eaisa lok, eaisa mandal bhi dekha jaha'n surya chandrama ki tarah sheetal prakash deta hai, bilkul mere mothercraft ki tarah.anek galaxies dikhi aur "makka-madina" ko vahi'n se dekha. "golden temple" vahi'n ke ek divya-bhawan ki abhivyakti hai. kai baar sagmarmar ke bane tajmahal ke jaise bhawan me bhi gaya. spirit world me bahut se jharne phoot rahe the, jo anand ke parichayak hai'n. yah bodh hua ki bhagwan shri krishna ka sudarshan chakra bhi samay ki maya ka pratek hai, aur pyare bade sadguru ji ka krishnatava akhand hai. gurunanak dev ji bhi unke sath golden prakash ke roop me the. yaha'n adwait ki pratet hui. pyare chhote guru ji aur sufi baba bhi bhagwan shiv ke pratek hai'n. ek prakash punja ke roop me ek ladki chakki chalati dikhi.maine usse baad me milne ka vayda bhi kiya. 5-varsh pahle meri bahan ki mrityou hui thi.use spirit world me paya uska janma abhi tak nahi hua hai. apne liye sandesh poonchha tab jana guru ko hi shiv jano, guru ke sharir ko kailash jano. guru-bhakti hi shrestha hai. mere spirit guide ne bataya ki guru ka sammaan karo, guru par shraddha karo, hradaye me jiyo. enlighten world {vishnu lok} se mujhe bataya gaya ki "oshodhara" hi aaj ke manushya ka bhavishya hai. param sadguru pyare osho ji ne hamesha pramanik aur bebaak rahane ko kaha.